Prom // 26th June 2014

Woahhh! Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated my blog in ages! I have been so busy! Ever since I finished school back in June I have been working alot, earning myself some moneyyy:)

I said I would do a blog post about my prom night so that is what this post will be about! I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed making this post<3 WARNING.. This post will be extremely long!!


Firstly! This is where my prom was. Elmers Court. As it got darker the lighting got more amazing and it just looked absolutely stunning at a distance, as you can see!

And this is mee. All ready and pumped to go to prom!! I was wearing a turquoise blue dress from vogue.com it had a silver diamond connected strap across the front as you can see. If you don't like your stomach like me then this dress is great for hiding it. Also this dress is strapless so I bought a necklace as an accesssory, the colour matches my dress. Also my parents brought me a matching bracelet which I love a lot!!! The tiara on my head is from a family member and it was silver with cute butterflies on it:) My purse that I am holding matches the strap on my dress perfectly, which is why I got it! Lastly, even though you can't see my shoes I am wearing, they are silver and also match my bag and tiara:D I was in love with everything I was wearing!

And the girl I am stood with in this picture is Jemma! We have been best friends since play school, so that's about 13 years. CRAZYY!!! She looked so stunning.

This is my best friend and I stood in front of our transport... My Car;) it might not be exciting but we were not fussed about what we were going in we just wanted to have fun with our friends. P.S I am stood so awkwardly in this picture because I was trying to make sure none of my dress was touching the ground seeing as the stones were wet because of the bloody rain! But other than that it was a good start to the evening.

Now i'm gonna stop talking and just show you a load of pictures of me and my friends... ENJOY!!

Jess and Me

Jemma, Chelsea and Me

Archie and Me

From left; Jemma, Panashe, Becky, Alicia, Me and Michelle

Oh I forgot to show you my nails! These were my favourite part of it all!

Overall it was a great night and I will never forget it! Apart from there were a couple of people who did ruin it a bit for me, but that is not worth remembering! It was the last time my year were gonna be together as a whole and I will miss the class of 2014 very much! :*

Thank you for reading, check out my latest posts and enjoy everything life throws at you.

Bye xx

Happy Fathers Day<3

It is 12:39pm and I have decided to do a post about my first love, my hero and my inspiration.... My Dad<3

This man means more to me than anyone will ever know. He is the nicest, funniest and weirdest man anyone will ever know, but without all if those things he wouldn't be my dad! He has been through a lot in his life but he still stays strong and doesn't draw any attention to himself. He hates birthdays and special occasions that are based on him because he hates the attention and he hates getting presents because it means someone and spent money on him that could've been spent on something more important!

That is why today is the day I get to show him that no matter what he says or does I will always love him and I will always buy him presents and give him hugs and kisses to show him how much I love him! I know he knows how much I love him but I always feel like I have to give him extra special cuddles just to show my added appreciation:)

Since day one he has given me nothing but love and that is why I love him! We have our moments where we argue but we only stay mad at each other for about 10 minutes max! He always tells me I'm his little girl and gives me the best bear hugs ever! I couldn't ask for anything more! We have the best connection and the best relationship and he is one of the reasons why I smile everyday! I know how lucky I am to have him in my life and this blog post doesn't even come close to how much I love him, no matter what I say it will never fully describe the love<3

I think that is enough cheesiness for one night! Here is a collage of me and the man I have been talking about:D I love you to the moon and back dad! Happy Fathers Day!!!!!! <3 <3

Taking A Break From Revision...

Well hello strangers:)
Its been a long time since I last posted. As you may be able to tell by the title of this post, I have been revising for my exams! Stress stress stress:(

I have been at school all day then I done some more revision at home. But I decided to take a break because I am exhausted! So now I am just relaxing on the sofa watching a random film in my onesie whilst on my phone flicking through Facebook and Twitter and all of my other obsessions (can't list them all, too many)

So this pictures shows my chunky legs on the sofa in my messy living room watching a random film! Woohoo so exciting!

Then this picture shows my phone on my leg! Hold your excitement! (Sorry about them smudges on my phone.. Stupid fingers!

Andddd lastly, its meeee.. Kind of. I have just had a shower! You do not (I repeat DO NOT) want to see me with no makeup! So yes anyway.. This is me in my onesie:) I'm beautiful aren't I! I have such a gorgeous.... Hand.

I am so sorry about this post. I just felt bad I hadn't posted in like a month. I had to do something! If you don't read all of this i don't blame you! I wouldn't either phahahaha:/ You love me really:)

Okie dokie! Love You All.... Goooodbyeeee xx

Easter - Cleaning My Room...

Well hello strangers.
Its been a while since I done my last blog post in fact this is my first one of April! Wowza! April already, time is just wizzing by!!

Anyway, its the Easter Holidays, you would think seeing as I am a teenager I would have a fun life going out with friends and just having fun everyday, however I am very different from a typical teen, my life is a lot more boring and no fun at all!
I will tell you why.. Today I have been cleaning my room! Yep you heard me! CLEANING MY ROOM! My mum has been nagging me to do it for ages so I thought I might aswell seeing as nothing exciting is going on in my life! I cleaned my dressing table and hoovered the carpet! That is all I am doing aswell! I will show you some pictures of Before and After to show you my amazing cleaning skills *giggles* 👎👍

Before 👎

After 👍

What do you think ey? :)

Then after I cleaned my room I decided to paint my toenails a bright pinky summer colour:) that was probably the funnest part of my day! Oh dear that's never good:/

Anyway! I am gonna shut up and leave you to your fun lives:)
Byeeee:) xxx
Lots of Love xxx

Boys Boys Boys

Hello my favourite people of the internet world..

Today's post is about 'Boys' if you are wondering why I am doing a post on this is because I have just grown some balls and confessed to a boy I have liked for a couple of years that I like him! Scariest time of my life!

I knew before he told me that he had feelings for my cousin/best friend. AWKWARD... But I had to tell him. I couldn't keep it in any longer. I could of exploded.. Wouldn't of been pretty👎
But anyway.. The annoying thing is he starts off by telling me he doesn't want to hurt my feelings and if he didn't like my best friend he would definitely like me. Does that even make sense?? Then later on he starts flirting like a normal annoying human boy! He said he wants to cuddle me blah blah blah. Now for the good bit... Today I started talking to him again and he starts saying every time he sees her (my friend) he realises why he likes her but when he isn't with her and he is talking to me he likes me and stops thinking about her! Ahhhhh he is driving me insane. Has anyone ever had this done to them, if so please leave a comment and give me some advise! I need it!! We are starting our friendship again and we are working our way up, this is what we have agreed on and I wonder if anything will happen? Let's hope so;)

I really needed to do this post today as my internet stress ball! It helps trust me, you need to try it if you are having any kind of troubles, you don't even have to send it or publish it just write it in your notes or on a piece of paper! It is like therapy!!!

Ok so I think I have mumbled enough haven't I haha:)

I will leave you to your advise, please leave me something to help me! Anything💋

Or you can email me at chloemay112@hotmail.co.uk if thats easier for you xx

Thankyou for listening and reading all about my depressing life! I love you all so much xx

Mwa xx

Best Day Ever!!!

Ok guys! (Holding in excitement).. My prom dress came!! I got a place at the college I am going to!! (Can't hold excitement in) Bdfjgkdbgkdngkdndkdnd ahhhhhhhhhhh.

Calming down...

I got a text from my mum saying 'guess what has just arrived' I was at school at the time so obviously time was going very slow because life hates me like that and I kept looking at the clock thinking HURRY UP HURRY UP! It finally got to the end of school then I realised I had to meet my sister in town which meant I had to wait another hour to go home.... I was getting desperate!
When my mum picked us up I was shaking in my boots (not literally, i wasnt wearing boots). But anyway.. When I got home I literally dropped everything on the floor, not including my phone. I could never drop that. But I ran up the stairs into my room.. It was hung up behind the door, I looked at it and I was so speechless and in love. Then one thing led to another and BAM I was in that dress in seconds! One word.. PERFECT!! If you want to see the dress you will have to wait a couple of months for my special 'Prom: Day And Night' Post. I will put all the pictures on there and share my fun experience with you all!! *big grin*

Ok moving on to getting the letter.. This isn't as exciting but I thought I would tell you anyway.. When I came downstairs after getting out of that GORGEOUS dress, my dad said your having a good day today aren't you, I didnt know what he was on about until he gave me the letter... It said Brockenhurst College on it... I squeeked. I opened it and the words 'I am pleased to say you have a place in the course you chose' stood straight out and that made my day! Nothing could beat that day! I was so over the moon and I realised how much is going to change when I go to college. It can only get better from here surely *fingers crossed*

Ok so now I have shared my happiness and excitement with you all I hope you enjoyed the post. If I was just speaking boring jibber jabber to you then I am truly sorry, however this blog was just supposed to be for myself. I didn't think people would actually read my posts so thankyou if you have been following my blog and I hope you have been enjoying it. Its a kind of new blog so i'm sorry it is quite boring at the minute, it will get better:)

Thankyou for reading..
I Love You All!
Byeeeee xxxxxx

No Pancake Day:(

Isn't it just so depressing when you have no pancakes on pancake day?..
I was so looking forward to putting some jam or syrup or whatever else I can put on a pancake, but nooo, my parents went shopping and forgot to buy some... NOOOOO!!!!
I hope you all enjoy your amazimg, yummy, scrummy, delicious pancakes whilst I am sat here with nothing but an apple.
ENJOY!

But seriously, I never have pancakes on pancake day, isnt that just the saddest thing you have ever heard in your life! One reason is because my parents can't make a pancake to save there lives, especially when they have to flip them, the pancakes will either get stuck to the ceiling or end up on the floor or in the bin... Yep, welcome to the house of bad cooking! I am really craving a pancake right now, if any of you feel like cooking me one and sending it to me I would be muchly grateful:) Just kidding, that is very impossible!

Moving on, moving on.... I hope you have a great Pancake Day and enjoy your pancake (i'm jealous)...

Put a comment below telling me what you put on your pancake, I am intregued to know. It might give me some ideas for next year (that's if I get any pancakes, I might be doing another post about the exact same thing in this post next year) fingers crossed I get some:)

If you enjoyed this post or want me to do a post about something specific please email me your ideas as I am running out... My email is: chloemay112@hotmail.co.uk ... I would love to hear your suggestions!

Cheerio:)

Valentines Day..

Well Heloooo There...

Today is the day where some of us are spending it with the ones we love and some of us will be spending our day curled up on the sofa with nothing but a bowl of ice cream and the notebook on the telly.

For me it is a romantic date with my one true love.... My Bed. I don't mind this way of life as it means I don't have to worry about buying anyone any gifts (not being mean, I love buying gifts for people) and I can relax and feel free!!
I was at school today, listening to people talk about being single,
lonely and depressed. One of them people was one of my best friends. I said to her; You don't need someone to be happy because in the wnd  they will only bring you down. Valentines Day is just a normal day. Well that's how I see it anyway. That may be because I have never been with someone on valentines day so I don't know how it feels to have a 'valentine'.
Please please don't take that as a way of me trying to get pity from you because that is certainly not what I am trying to do. I am just trying to make a point, that it doesn't matter if you are single because there is someone out there for everyone and you just have to wait and be patient and the 'right one' will come along one day..

But for all of you loved up couples out there, I hope you have been spoilt rotten by your partner. You should feel very lucky and blessed for what you have because not everyone has a family or friend or a partner to talk to or be loved by. That is what I think about on days like today and that is the reason why it doesn't bother me that I am single because I have my family and friends to give me enough love to keep me going a lifetime (cheesy I know) but it is true, and I know I am not the only one that feels this.

Sooo, to sum today up for everyone. I would like to say HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! Single or not. Go buy yourselves some chocolate and enjoy all your loved ones that are with you and think about the ones that couldn't be here to tell their loived ones how much they mean to them.
Today is a very special day for us all. Thankyou for reading and enjoy your day/evening however you are spending it.

(As for me I am sat watching tv, covered up with a blanket catching up on some Hollyoaks) Welcome to my life.

Lots Of Love 

Moving on from that one person..

Heyyy guys..

So tonight I felt like doing a deep, typical blog post about that one person that you have or had feelings for and you ended up heart broken or are still in the situation of liking them..

I am 15 and last year I started to have my first real experience of knowing what it feels like to really like someone in a way I can't describe. I will do a paragraph of what to do if you like someone as I am writing this post then I will talk about how to move on if you have just had your heart broken, then to end this post I will talk about my experience in those situations. 

If you like someone at the minute and you don't know what to do, I suggest you tell them how you feel (face to face). The reason I am saying this is because I know what it feels like to hold it in for so long that it hurts everytime you see them, it is just a lot easier to get straight to the point and tell them. I know what your thinking.. It is definitely not easier, what are you talking about?. But as long as you hold it in the more likely he will never know, he will find someone else, and you will be full of regret. 

If you have just had your heart broken but you still like them then you have the chance to move on. It will definitely take time to move on but I promise you, your feelings for them will definitely go but you have to take it day by day because it won't just disappear all at once. I am telling you now, you won't regret it, you might do at the start depending on there reaction but whether it ends good or bad for you, you will never regret it because it will make you feel a lot better. 

Now for my story...

I was talking to this boy who goes to my school, we were very close and we started to get closer and closer, then it was the holidays and we were texting each other and then I woke up to a text from him saying 'I have to tell you now, but I did like you.' I took that as he still liked me. Then he asked me if I have ever felt the same way and stupidly I said no. Then from that day on I started to like him more and more. It took me nearly a year to tell him how I felt, and stupidly I done it through message. Then he told me he was freaked out and didn't understand why I was telling him. I obviously got upset like anyone would. It took me quite a few months to get over him, now I have and I don't regret telling him one bit, at least he knows. That's all that mattered to me at the time. Now I have moved on I feel like I haven't missed out and I am braver than I thought I could be. I was never good at confessing my feelings to boys, but I am glad I did it, that is exactly why I said all those things above. Hopefully all those things I said to you now make sense. And I hope this gave you some advice or helped you in any way with the situation you are in.

Comment if you have any other ideas for blog posts like advice or makeup or anything else. Thankyou for reading.

I love you all loads xxxxxx

Update....

Hey guys, I am so sorry. I totally forgot to update you on those products in my last blog post like I said I would. So here is a quick one now before I do my big new blog post...

 Sooo the moisturiser I got is really good, it gives your face a really nice glow, however it doesn't really make your skin feel any softer than it already is. So I think if your skin is naturally soft then this isn't want you need but if your skin is quite rough and dry I think this is the one for you. I had dry skin when I got this and it got rid of it straight away, but now its gone it doesn't do anything for my skin.

Now moving on to the concealer. This is brilliant, but the thing is I love any concealer as long as it doesn't make me look silly and as long as it covers all my horrible spots, red patches and the bags under my eyes. So in my opinion you should get it but in your own skin colour ofcourse. If you arent keen on foundation then concealer is what you are looking for because it is a lot lighter and gives you less spots, it is also more natural.

So there you are guys the update has finally been done, I hope this helped and I hope you enjoyed reading:)

Thankyou xx

What I brought today...

I went into town after school today and was in need of a couple of things, so I went to superdrug and brought these...

             Lasting Perfection Ultimate Wear Concealer.

 Intense Moisture Cream (24 hour Moisturisation) 

I can't wait to try these out and see how they work:) These products were not cheap but I know they will be worth it, also the moisturiser smells AMAZING!!!! I will update you on how they have turned out and whether I recommend it to you all.

Lots of Love x

Today's Hairstyle

Hey guys,

Usually I don't style my hair unless I am going out somewhere, but today I thought I'd be different and put my hair up in a messy bun (inspired by zoella).

These aren't very clear pictures as I did it on my Nexus Tablet, which only has a front camera, however I am pretty pleased with how they turned out. Usually I like my hair to be neat with no bumps and I like it to look perfect, but as I am staying at home today I didn't make much of an effort, but it turned out better than expected. Its not perfect but that's not what I was aiming for.

Like I said, not perfect. I am supposed to put hair grips in and around the bun to make it look more tidy and neat, but I didn't think it was necessary. I would if I was going out into town or to a friends house, but its just a waste of time if I am just staying at home all day.

I hope this interested you guys, I know its not great explaining and not very good photography but I thought I would make an attempt at this as I am new to it. Its gonna take me time to get better at doing posts on my blog but I will get there eventually and I will hopefully provide more helpful advice to you all:)

Thankyou for reading.

Bye xx

Lazy Day...

Its the 2nd of January and I have decided to have a lazy day. My version of a lazy day is sitting on the sofa wrapped up in a blanket watching TV. Sounds fun right? :S 

British weather sucks at the minute so that is why I decided to be lazy! I am rather proud of myself that I have done two posts on this blog as I didn't think I would
do one today cause nothing is happening... I know this isn't very interesting but as I made this blog about myself and my life I felt like I should mention this as this is mainly what happens in my life haha... Such Fun!! 

Yep its my feet! These socks are like the best things ever! They are like hot water bottles on your feet (if that makes sense?) I got them for Christmas from one of my friends... I definitely reccommend them if you hate being barefoot or if you are sensitive to the cold! They are amazing! I think you can get them in any shop and possibly online which is an easier way to purchase them (obviously) haha ok i'm gonna end it there and I will post again soon:) 

Thankyou for reading .. if you got this far:) 

Byeeeee x 

My First Blog.....

Well hello there...

My name is Chloe, I have started my own blog because I feel like it is a way I can express my feelings with everyone without being known and judged. I'm only 15 so if you are my age you can understand why I have made this anonymous. This blog isn't just about my feelings.. if it was it would be a very boring thing to read... I am making this blog so I can share my life with people, who I would hope can care, listen and not judge me on what I write. I want to share my interests, hobbies, family life, school life and of course add some random pictures along the way to spice things up a bit, so you don't get bored of me going on and on and on :) 

I was inspired to do this by a couple of youtubers. I expect you have heard of them both.... Zoella and Sprinkleofglitter!! These two are literally my inspiration. I don't think I would've ever started this blog if it wasn't for them two doing videos about their blog and giving advice on how to do one if we were interested. 

I know that no one is going to see or read this blog since it is only the first day, and that doesn't bother menat all. Its just nice to be able to write down everything I am thinking in my head and not get critisized. Some people say that is is very therapeutic.... That is exactly what I am looking for!!

My blog page obviously isn't going to be very exciting now because I haven't made it my own yet as this is my first post but trust me I am going to be working very hard on it and I won't give up until it is done! I will most likely post blogs and updates on random days as some days will be extremely boring whereas other days will be exciting and I will want to share them :) 

Anyway I think I have wrote far too much so I will end it here... If you see this then thankyou for reading but if you don't then never mind.. 

Talk soon:)
Bye x